wasted

I'm nursing a really big hang over right now. I think I should write something called "A Midweek Midnight Empoy and Icebreaker Session", then hold open auditions for the characters, stage up a production in the DL Umali Hall, and maybe even sell it to ABS-CBN for it to be materialized on the telly as a teleserye, whatchathink? I wish it was that easy. I wish everything is/was easy.

You make me happy.

i was so close

You see, I was this (emphasis on this) close to finally getting over you. Okay, maybe not so; but I'm really getting there, I think. How do you do it? How come you break my heart every so often without you doing anything, neither realizing it?

i just had to post this

I've heard this song way way back (thanks to One Tree Hill) but I only really listened to it earlier during the day. Sigh.

"I just wish there was so much more than that about me and you.."

i'm an expert at playing safe and keeping cool

Many things better kept unsaid. I intend to cut the seriousness of this blog after this sentence so start laughing and smiling with me in three, two, one. LOLs.

So it's day whatever in our own version of Big Brother and now I know how it feels to have room mates (more like house mates really, 'cause they occupy my room while I sleep in my mom's bedroom). Everything's cool, although I miss having my room to myself. Haha. I miss my "alone" time with my DVD and television set (not what you're thinking, pervs!). Most especially, I miss being alone. I guess that's one reason I have not written anything serious or of caliber (as if I write THAT good) because I usually scribble stuff when I'm alone and doing nothing. Ideas usually cloud up in my head during the wee hours of the morning, however recently, all that's clogging my head are the snickers and bickering the guys and I do till dawn. Haha, semester's about to start and I pretty much will miss having company here at home (contradictory to what I've typed above, right?).

Sigh. When will I have the courage to tell you how much I love you?

Oh, i got tagged by ighen so i'm gonna do the seven stuff stuff. Haha.

7 Truths about Me

1. I only learned how to ride a bike during summer vacation before my college freshman year. Exact date was April 16, 2005.
2. I know how to drive and even have a student's license but I'm not so much into driving because I'm terrified of road accidents.
3. I'm a walking cheap-thrill. You can bring me to any side walk food stall and enjoy a "meal" of isaw, balut, proven, and kwek-kwek!
4. Jologs ako. Haha. I watch jologs movies and even use some jologs lines. Haha.
5. I'm a John Lloyd Cruz and Bea Alonzo love team fan. Haha.
6. Top crushes? Mariel Rodriguez, Toni Gonzaga and... (Tisa will surely react to this) Kris Aquino!
7. Lastly, I'm definitely in love. Haha.

Haha. I'm not gonna tag anyone to do this 'cause I'm sure every person in the blogosphere has done something similar to this. This is just for killing my time. Haha.

Gotta go back to Tree Hill now. Haha

i told myself not to write about this..

..but upon seeing Glorietta 2 earlier, I started ranting to my mom and my tita (happy birthday by the way, and thanks for the fantastic lunch!) about how "commercialized" the security we have right now. If it weren't for the Glorietta 2 explosion, security levels in the metro wouldn't be as tight. Vicious cycle, I dare say. After an incident like such, the government "ups" the security in all areas; then after a month or so, security dies down, or at least decreases. No more over-active "kapkapan" (inspection) from the security guards, no more big (sometimes scary) sniffing canines, and no more "anything you say or do will be used against you" attitude from the security personnels. It all goes back to our plain guards greeting us with the sometimes annoying "Good morning Ma'am/Sir, welcome to (insert name of establishment here)". Why can't security be consistent? Why can't the president, and whoever "concerned" give out orders for maximum security? (Insert sigh here) Do we, or do you have to wait for explosions and bomb threats before you improve the security for masses? (insert sigh here, again)

One more thing, I am so not buying the crap that the main cause of the massive explosion came from an liquefied petroleum gas tank. Sure, that can be possible if, and only if that the whole area was "planted" with combustible gases. Let's say that was the case, but wouldn't people be suffocated upon being exposed to methane and other combustible gases? I wish that further, and more intensive investigations be made regarding the Glorietta "bombing".

Something inside me wants to believe that the incident was indeed a planned bombing, only the Administration do not want the people to react on it (about how the Administration still couldn't fight terrorism) so they "made up a story". Anyways, forgive me for what I wrote. I am just too pissed off with what had transpired.