blame's on Buble

it's stupid, i know. haha.teary-eyed staring at this computer's monitor; uploading "choice pictures of Chengs" while listening to Buble's Home. no, Buble's not to blame. it's you guys. yes, all of you.

chisip,voun,lexi,jine len,pumbah,jazztine,hasper lee, and tijong.

fuck you guys. i'm gonna miss you all. oo, maliit lang ang Republic of the Philippines i know, but i can't ignore the fact that our days of being complete is numbered already.

fuck lang eh. i can't write a decent entry gawa niyo. pinapa-iyak niyo ko.amph.haha.

basta, thanks guys.

from the deepest crevices of my (almost always broken) heart, I LOVE YOU CHENGS...

unloving 101

subject ko yan for this summer. yuck.

so much for enjoying my finals week. see, i only have one exam this week (oh ha, required na finals lang yun ha.) and yet i still am swamped. non-academic stuff naman.hulaan niyo kung ano.amph. oh and i've been suffering from terrible, terrible cough and colds for the last two weeks. i've been taking meds naman although di ko mapigilan ang pagbibisho, so ayun, alam na ang dahilan ng hindi pag-galing.

anyway, iba ang bonding ng Chengs mamaya; we'll be hearing Mass later. excited na ko. for a change. haha. miss you guys already. (kahit na si tijong,lexi,pumbah,hasper lee at jine len ay nasa apartment lang namin na malapit sa net shop na ito)

excited na ko mag-summer vacation.

miss na kita.

Preno

PRENO
-Chris Belison

Tripleng beses kesa sa dapat na lakas
Pintig ng puso ko ay pinakaripas
Sa kabilisa'y nakalimutang tingnan
Kaya ngayon ay nahulog ng tuluyan

Walang magawa, ika'y sadyang mataas
Luha ko ay umagos na parang gaas
Kailangang huminto, apakan ang preno
Walang nagagawa ang pag-ibig sa'yo



(19 March 2008)

Ilang Beses Na

ILANG BESES NA
-Chris Belison

Ilang beses na
ginustung kausapin ka
damdamin kong tunay
nais ipadama

Ilang bese na
nilapitan ka
ako'y itinatwa
hanap mo ay siya

Ilang bese na
lumuhang di mo nalalaman
naghihinagpis
pagkat alam kong mahal mo siya

Ilang beses na

Ilang bese pa?


(18 March 2008)

Buddy and Pakner, Good Luck and God Bless sa Desaparecidos!

Enough of Ken Lee-Janina San Miguel-Billy Jean-America's Best Dance Crew-American Idol You Tube-ing; I have all of them in my iPod. Haha. I enjoy watching these because they show ordinary people and what they can do. Yes, even if that means singing Mariah Carey's Without You in Martian (or was it Plutonian? I really can't figure out. Tss) or blurting out "eto oh, wait" in a renowned pageant's question and answer portion. It's all good though. Laugh trip all the time. Haha.

Two posts in a day, eh? You can say I have "some" free time.

Can't wait till summer. Hoooo.

Officially Missing You played and now I'm cold.

Lousy title, I know. But that's the best(?) one my now over-fatigued mind could come up with. With only two weeks left before the end of the semester, I couldn't help but worry about a lot of things. A lot. Believe me when I say A LOT.

I'm worrying about my academics. No, actually, I'm worried about how the hell am I going to remove my grade of 4.0 in MCB1 last semester. My lab instructor's never in her office and I can't get her contact number. Ma'am Roxy Belen, if ever you read this, please, PLEASE, don't make things hard for me. I want/NEED to shift already! Enough of Biology. I don't have a future in your coveted world of science.

Howmaygaad.

A final family history paper (Hist1)

A short story for (Fil20)

A two-page assesment paper (Hum2)

Two two-page papers (Bagong Kristo and Desaparecidos for Math1 and Fil20, respectively)

A movie for a group project, which I believe I would do alone,again (Math1)

That's all for the coming week, folks. Wish me luck.