Tuesday, September 4, 2007

not even herbal medicine could relieve..

Could this day be any worse?

I jumped out of bed as I heard my cell phone alarm go off. I looked at it with my left eye and saw that that it was only 7:30am. Whew. Insert sigh of relief here. Glad I woke up earlier that before. I put off the alarm and decided to lay still in my bed for another couple of minutes. To bathe in the early morning sun shine gleaming from my windows. Slowly my eyelids felt heavy once again and I was back in dreamland.

Amph! 9:30am. Yeah. I missed my Microbiology lecture, once again. Heavy sigh of depression. I quickly sent Roy (my brod slash anak slash seatmate in micro lect slash labmate also) a message and asked what have I missed. He replied with "Wala naman. Nag-discuss lang si ma'am. At nag-quiz. Pero 5 points lang naman". Kamote. Well after my five-minute disappointment period, I went back to sleep, only to be waken up by that certain someone to discuss about tat certain something that I've been planning to do in the months to come. Sigh. Ding-ding-ding-ding! You guessed it right! I'm talking about my tita and her conquest to stop me from renting an apartment. She eventually "brainwashed" my mom and convinced my mom not to pursue with my plan. She even promised to fetch me from campus every time. Kahit daw alas-5 ng umaga kakaunin niya ko. Ganun? Subukan natin. Sorry pero bahala ka. Moving on.

Migraine quickly hit after that conversation. I decided to leave the house early even though my class is not until 4:00pm. I spent my time looking through Robinsons Department Store and bought stuff for my outfit this coming Thursday. Grabe, hanngang dito, badtrip pa rin ako. Ask TJ pa. Argh.

Not even the lively and katatawanan filled reporting in Human Ecology 1 flipped my mood. I just don't get it why my mom and tita are so uptight. Come on. I'm nineteen already. Haven't I proven myself to them that I won't be doing things that might be bad for me? Haven't I given them everything that they've wanted evervsince I was in elementary? Nasasakal na 'ko sa bahay. Hindi na 'ko masaya. And one more thing, I have yet to discover and experience the real world on my own. I want this. I need this.

Breath, Chris. Whew.

The title of this entry actually came from a conversation I overheard while I was staying in CHE lobby.

Girl 1: Ui, natapos mo na yung research paper mo?

Girl 2: Naku,hindi pa nga eh. Ang hirap kasi ng topic ko. Herbal medicine.

***herbal should be pronounced with a silent "h" right? she pronounced it with an emphasis on the "h".sorry miss,kupal mode ako.haha.

I should stop skipping meals. It's doing me no good.
I should stop staying up late. It's doing me no good.
I should stop drinking and smoking. It's doing me no good.
I should stop loving you. It's doing me no good.


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