Today, I'm No One.

There are days when I feel good and do good. For crying out loud I even look good. These are the times when I feel like everything's falling into place. It's as if everything I've ever wanted is already within my reach. Like I've no right, and no intention to complain with what's going on, what I'm being told, and what I'm being asked to do. I act as if I'm friends with everybody. I smile,. I laugh. These days, I am contented.

There are days when I feel like a rebel. No, a free spirit. Like I want to do everything and anything my heart wants. Even if that means defying and crossing other people. Friends? Yeah. I get drunk. I smoke till I can't breath anymore. I spend so much money like I own a bank. I flirt. I sleep with women I've not known for more than a day. Funny, because on these days, I do not know of consideration. I go about everything in my life without minding others. These days, I care about no one, except for me and how to gratify myself. These are the days when I consider myself selfish.

And then there are days like this one. Wherein I'm not good, and also not bad. This is when I'm no one. I am no one, and have nothing to do but think of all the days I've spent, how I spent them, and pondering on what tomorrow will be like, and how I'm gonna face it.

Disclaimer: This entry is a form of counter-boredom in Bot110 class. The question is, are the things written above real or not? You be the judge.