The Last Straw.

End of sem.
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So near yet so far. Grrreat.

Hoy.

Masyado ka kasing mapag-paraya.

Mapag-bigay.

Mabait.

Magpapa-una ka na naman ba?

Hindi pwedeng laging nagbibigay, tandaan mo 'yan.

Huwag mo naman siyang sukuan, please?

I'll Post Something More Worthwhile Later.

Right now I'm just waiting for 6:00PM so I could finally go to the Clan's Christmas Party and get it over with. I ain't excited or anything. Really. I'm not even in a very festive mood. It's just that I need to go home early, thanks to the 2 exams I'll be taking tomorrow. Sarap eh.

Sick.

I've been feeling a little under the weather since school started and I'm afraid it just got worse. I now have fever and I've been sneezing a lot since I woke up a couple of hours ago. It's a good thing we don't have rehearsals today.

I'm supposed to attend a worship service in an hour but mum wouldn't let me get out of the house because she knows that I'm sick. Great. So I guess it'll just be me, my laptop, and Haruki Murakami this whole Saturday.

Oomph.

So I guess I really have to do my home work now. Multiply's acting up on me. Every time I log on to the site, there's this display message saying that there weren't any updates from any of my contacts since my last visit. Also, I tried posting new things but they don't appear on my site. This thing started late last night after Multiply finished its maintainance procedure, which as they say, is done to further improve the services provided by the site. Now really. Go on, maintain your face.

I'm pissed off.

Officially Missing You played and now I'm cold.

Lousy title, I know. But that's the best(?) one my now over-fatigued mind could come up with. With only two weeks left before the end of the semester, I couldn't help but worry about a lot of things. A lot. Believe me when I say A LOT.

I'm worrying about my academics. No, actually, I'm worried about how the hell am I going to remove my grade of 4.0 in MCB1 last semester. My lab instructor's never in her office and I can't get her contact number. Ma'am Roxy Belen, if ever you read this, please, PLEASE, don't make things hard for me. I want/NEED to shift already! Enough of Biology. I don't have a future in your coveted world of science.

Howmaygaad.

A final family history paper (Hist1)

A short story for (Fil20)

A two-page assesment paper (Hum2)

Two two-page papers (Bagong Kristo and Desaparecidos for Math1 and Fil20, respectively)

A movie for a group project, which I believe I would do alone,again (Math1)

That's all for the coming week, folks. Wish me luck.

one more sleepless night..

I'm swamped. I'm tired. Too tired in fact, to even finish this entry. Sigh.

lamabnog's typing this, i swear

i'll pretend we're still in love tonight, 'cause we won't be anymore in the morning.

haha. my house mates are still not in, and I sure didn't want to stay at the apartment alone (not after hearing all those ghost stories from the other chengs). Haha. Duwag lang eh no. We had a bottle of Lambanog and half a bottle of somethin' somethin' gin. My head's spinning. I have a four-page reaction paper due tomorrow, and I still haven't started it. BUkas na lang.

how can i not love multiply?

like multiply's like this really big thing right now. it can store your pictures, blog entries, videos, calendar of activities, and so much more! kulang na lang pati professors mong kinaiinisan eh ilagay mo dito! great, right?!

packmehn. i've been waiting for like twenty minutes na for multiply to upload a set of pictures. argh. oh well, so much for killing time.

decent post,ugh, not coming in the near future.

my dember (sorry na, yun yung pinapakinggan ko eh)

23 days to go before christmas! At dahil diyan, mag po-post ako ng tagalog entry. Okay okay, alam kong walang koneksyon ang choice of writing slash typing language ko with the yuletide season. Patawarin niyo na ko, ang lamig kasi eh. Oo, wala ding koneksyon yun!

Ramdam na ramdam ko ngayon ang December (unlike last year), siguro dahil na rin mas malamig ngayong taon. Ambilis ng panahon, 11 months ago, December 2006 lang, ngayon December 2007 na. Madaming nabago at nangyari sa labing-isang buwan na nakalipas. Pumayat ako, tumaba ulit, nagpakulay ng buhok, nawala ang kulay ng buhok, nagpakulay ulit, sumayaw sa DL Umali ng tatlo lang kami, nakasayaw sa stage ng Baker Hall na naguumapaw kami sa dami, nakasayaw sa UP Theatre sa Diliman, naka "m.u" si *beep*, napagtantong mahal pa din si *beep* kaya iniwan si *beep*, nakalimutan yung dalawa, nakilala si *beep*, nadevelop sa kanya,minahal siya,pinilit limutin, pero walang nangyari. Ang hindi lang ata nagbago eh malamig pa din ang pasko ko. Hindi malamig na dala ng ginaw, kundi lamig na dala ng pagkukulang sa pagmamahal. Sabi nga sa isang quote na tinext sakin (sorry na, nakalimutan ko kung sino nag send,pero taos puso akong nagpapasalamat sa pagpapa-alala sa akin na nag-iisa ako, leche! joke lang)

"heartbreak does not come from the fact that you're alone whilst everyone has someone to be with, it comes from the fact that despite the billion people living in this world, no one loved you back.."

Okay, next topic.

Napakasama kong bata. Walang kokontra, bata pa ko, nineteen pa lang ako mehn. May ilang buwan pa ko bago tumungtong palabas sa mundo ng pagiging isang tineyjer. Pero pwede kayong mag affirm na masama ako, huwag niyo lang i "in your face" sa akin. Haha. Pero totoo, binalewala ko ang mga payo ng matatanda na huwag sunugin ang baga ko, na huwag gawing dilaw ang atay ko. O gets niyo na? Kung hindi pa, eh di good. Nattandaan ko pa noong medyo bata-bata pa ko't nakanta ng "Laklak" habang gamit ang walis tambo bilang isang gitara.

"nagsimula sa patikim-tikim, pinilit kong gustuhin..bisyo'y nagsimulang lumalim, kaya ngayo'y kayhirap tanggalin.."

Totoo pala lyrics nung kanta, kung sino ka mang nagsulat niyan, buhay ka pa ba?

Totoo yung sinabi ko kay Roy nung isang beses na naglalakad kami papuntang Raymundo gate. Na ngayon lang ako "nagsimulang maging college student". Makalipas ang humigi't kumulang na dalawang taon eh ngayon ko lang naranasan ang mag apartment (natural, malapit lang naman talaga bahay namin sa elbi eh). Ngayon ko lang naranasan ang magising ng puro kagat ng lamok at langgam. Ngayon lang din ako nakaranas ng maubusan ng pera, kumain ng okoy bilang pananghalian, umuwi ng maaga, gumising ng madaling araw, lumabas ng apartment ng mga alas tres ng madaling araw para mag yosi, uminom sa kalagitnaan ng linggo, at kung anu-ano pa. Marahil delinkwente ako para sa iba, pero pagbigyan niyo na ko, tao lang ako. Haha! Kaylangan kong maranasan ang mga ito. Hindi naman pwedeng matapos ang buhay ng tao na wala siyang kinakaing madumi diba? Tsaka, mas marami pang mas masahol pa sa amin. Haha.

Alas tres na pala ng hapon. Lunes na ulit bukas, dalawa lang naman ang klase ko pag Lunes. FIL20 kay Sir Dumlao ng alas diyes ng umaga at HUM2 ky Sir Yambao ng 2:30pm (okay,nahirapan ako itagalog yun). Pagakatapos noon ay pwede na akong mag proven kasama housemates ko, habang inaantay ang calltime ng training sa Baker Hall. Woi, balita ko champion ulit ang UP Diliman's UP Street Dance Club sa Skechers Year 3! Congrats! 3 wins! Grabe kayo, kami naman! Haha!

Wala na akong masabi. Meron pala, kaso natatakot akong pag sinabi ko yun, baka magbago ang lahat ng meron tayo (kung anumang meron tayo, hindi ko din alam).

wasted

I'm nursing a really big hang over right now. I think I should write something called "A Midweek Midnight Empoy and Icebreaker Session", then hold open auditions for the characters, stage up a production in the DL Umali Hall, and maybe even sell it to ABS-CBN for it to be materialized on the telly as a teleserye, whatchathink? I wish it was that easy. I wish everything is/was easy.

You make me happy.

i told myself not to write about this..

..but upon seeing Glorietta 2 earlier, I started ranting to my mom and my tita (happy birthday by the way, and thanks for the fantastic lunch!) about how "commercialized" the security we have right now. If it weren't for the Glorietta 2 explosion, security levels in the metro wouldn't be as tight. Vicious cycle, I dare say. After an incident like such, the government "ups" the security in all areas; then after a month or so, security dies down, or at least decreases. No more over-active "kapkapan" (inspection) from the security guards, no more big (sometimes scary) sniffing canines, and no more "anything you say or do will be used against you" attitude from the security personnels. It all goes back to our plain guards greeting us with the sometimes annoying "Good morning Ma'am/Sir, welcome to (insert name of establishment here)". Why can't security be consistent? Why can't the president, and whoever "concerned" give out orders for maximum security? (Insert sigh here) Do we, or do you have to wait for explosions and bomb threats before you improve the security for masses? (insert sigh here, again)

One more thing, I am so not buying the crap that the main cause of the massive explosion came from an liquefied petroleum gas tank. Sure, that can be possible if, and only if that the whole area was "planted" with combustible gases. Let's say that was the case, but wouldn't people be suffocated upon being exposed to methane and other combustible gases? I wish that further, and more intensive investigations be made regarding the Glorietta "bombing".

Something inside me wants to believe that the incident was indeed a planned bombing, only the Administration do not want the people to react on it (about how the Administration still couldn't fight terrorism) so they "made up a story". Anyways, forgive me for what I wrote. I am just too pissed off with what had transpired.

so i'm gonna be competing officially for the first time in a hip-hop dance competition tomorrow night (yes, i have no intentions of considering our stint in Studio 23's RUSH TV as my first competition.haha) and i'm pretty much cool about it. i mean, i'm really confident with the routine, and i trust the people i'm gonna be working with. i just hope everything works out fine tomorrow. what pisses me off right now is that no one from my family would watch me. hay, thanks sa support ha.

i'm tired.my body's sore as hell.

wish us luck.

the heart wants what it wants

I've been staring at this flat screen monitor for quite some time and I haven't got a single idea on what to write. Argh. I've been itching to blog for two days (thanks to smart bro's stoopidity eh wala kaming net connection sa bahay). Forgive the ramblings, nawala ako sa mood magsulat so pasensiya na. I'll let the fingers do the work na lang. Bahala na. So here goes...


Whew. Three more exams and my semester's finally, finally over. I have to give props to myself for being more disciplined (oh really, now). Haha. No, seriously, even if I parteeeyed more this sem, I DID strive hard for my grades, of which I am really proud of. Let me take this moment to cherish the fact that I got an 83 out of a 90 point exam in Humanities 1. Okay, okay, no big deal right? Uhm, it is for me, kasi si BUCOY lang naman ang professor ko doon. Haha! On second thought, bitter ako kasi may naka 86. Amp ka, kung sino ka man. Haha. With regards to my other subjects, uhm, wala lang. Okay, tinamad na ko magsulat about my academics. Sorry na..


Pop question! DO YOU THINK CHRIS IS "EMO"??


Nothing really. I was just taken aback with some comments I've received from a friend/ some friends na "ang emo ko lately". Haha. Define EMO. Wala na namang sense 'tong sinusulat ko.


Hay. Okay, wala na kong maisip. Sorry naman.

It's a good thing the sem's about to end. Sana makalimutan kita.


Kahit sembreak lang.

three cups of coffee and still going

I'm supposed to busy myself tonight by studying for an exam in microbiology (9am tomorrow,err later) and by doing two papers for Bucoy, which are both due 4pm tomorrow (later). Unfortunately, I was born lazy, so, my apologies to the unfinished notes and the still empty papers. Vicious cycle, I dare say. I always start the semester all excited, hyped up, and even super "bibo" with the thought of achieving good grades; but for some reason, I almost always slack off come middle of the term. Inconsistency. Haha.

i hate it when you smile so innocently.i hate you for gliding in and out of my thoughts.i hate it when an image of you pops into my not-all-the-time-functioning brain and just cause distraction.i hate you.i hate you for unconsciously making me fall in love with you.

I really should study now. ;p

the internet is such a tease..

mcb1's second laboratory theoretical exam is in eight hours, and i pretty much haven't studied anything.ooh.i'm starting to believe my mom for saying that my laptop plus the internet will do me no good.

wish me all the luck you could ever wish for.

nine days..

as of writing this..

worse, my phone's memory card somehow reformatted itself (or whatever,i really don't know) and erased all my files.yes,including the precious text messages i've saved through time.medyo mababaw ata to para sa iba pero,basta.shit talaga.

nakakapanghinayang lang yung one folder which contains 298 messages, all from one special person.cheesy, pero i even saved the messages with just "ok", or "haha..".tapos ayun,nawala lahat.

amp.

"ok..ok..(insert smiley here)"

that was the last one..

sigh..

are two's always better than one?

nope.



but riding in two freakin' taxi cabs is soooo much better than riding in just one..especially when the "supposedly" spaceous FX taxi turns up with no seats in the back row..

umpakinanginangxeeet